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2025.11.21F Essex pinnacles dry springs hot tub cave Erin and I climb to remote desolate location
Dream sequence up in hills we explore spelunking through tight crevice she climbs on my back to show me up into a crack while I hug this mound of earth tightly to support both of our weight although she gets stuck because she forms her presence up into a narrowing crack that becomes too tight a triangle wedge
Next segment
Although we have paused in a tight inner earth gap where used to be a HotSprings
We pause to rest a moment for a breather I note a previous party has left a potpourri of fruits and vegetables above our heads in another little pocket ledge I observe variety of fruits and vegetables such as squash zucchini Gord yet they are perishing so I think not to touch them and oh how rude this was for someone to leave Organic matter that would rot as I would not want to get rotten fruit on my hands and move it around the cave or our naked climbing bodies
Next segment
As we passed to look down into that little pit of what would've been a water cave
Three animals rest there maybe dogs or coyotes are wild animals of the African Savannah
This is awkward
There are 20 people here also travelers who have climbed and hiked up to this pair of pit to see if HotSprings still exist
Silently likely we independently group thing how to peacefully coexist with these three animals
Erin
Is on my back we're all naked
I rest my hand or wrist on her lower back in a way of silently checking in
She seems OK
2025.11.21F Essex pinnacles dry springs hot tub
MC guy carefully clears object out of curated space which would be this now dry Flat pit of what would've been the previous hot tub springs
As they had been videotaping a documentary retrospective or history segment wherein three people were soaking or drying in that cavern space
Now the third person in my party a clueless guy grabs the little wooden charcuterie board empty on a tiny pedestal and sets it over there precariously so it drops then I try to explain to him to be gentle he is clueless
IRL ESSEX HOT TUB BERKELEY
irl pinnacles national monument or Park Hollister California Hwy 152?
2025.11.20Th Anna ish Woman was holding me and hugging my chest as we stood looking for a turkey broiler drain pan among several stashes of oven trays and pans around junk stored outside. I'd had that pan or we'd had that pan recently and we're looking for the stainless steel perforated drip tray then I found several others in the process in a couple several different stash places but not quite the right one that we found many that would do
2025.11.20Th morphed into asking one or two of two or three guys if they pass juggle clubs then one guy presented two sets of six clubs with slightly different weights and shapes so I was checking them out so we could pass clubs
This dream segment seems to be attached to connected and just after the turkey drip oven boiler tray sequence
2025.11.19W
2025.11.18 Tuesday Dream trying to look at JTH house to see if maybe my gold was still there but the mud brick oven I'd left it in or desk was no longer there. Interior was very rearranged. I tried to hide in a room up on balcony roof deck out of sight a young person in the house might have seen me. I lay on a bed or mattress on the roof with maybe a black waterproof cover on it maybe I had a garden hose also dream morphed into a summer camp
Similar to one or two dreams in as many days I was trying to do recon on the house to see if my gold was still there
2025.11.18 Tuesday Dream people in Park and who I could talk to versus not
2025.11.17 Mon dream J's house Menlo Park JVHAKAJTH JVH AKA JTH he changed the back room where he molested me from 13 to 18 years old to put a wall of safe stainless steel plates on the entire length of the top floor wall of that side of the house so there were 100 different stainless steel safety doors and you'd have to turn a combination to get in he was trying to hide the evidence of what he did to me
2025.11.16su dream difficulty with space in ride of Alex Carr getting to weekend camp party as way too many people want to fit into Alex Dodge dart green with white vinyl top so family loads crazy folding card table or dinner table and chairs glasses to roof of Dodge dart not cool
The family loading up the table on roof is the single tie in to this other dream from early a.m.
2025.11.16su dream party at Santosh house Santa Cruz when I first get to Santosh house I leave my clothing in front entryway or front hall room to change into my costume but then somehow after party I don't know what room I left my shoes and pants and shirt in when I changed into my costume
Tall guy says you look new and I have one to explain that I've known Santosh for 30 years but I don't have the energy
2025.11.13Thu orange stray cat very friendly so I adopted and brought indoors 905 cat friendly several cats in between a hallway and three bedrooms rearrange stuff in Tom's center bedroom
2025.11.13Thu 1971 Ford Mustang I appointed to the center of vacation for a large crowd of 50 or 100 people explaining you could tell a lot about a country what was going on by the design of car body models using 19 64 1/half through 1970 Mustang as simpler times with 71 as a different set of times also explain the crowd VIN number to identify your model Vietnam war as background of societal changes
2025.11.12W Greg and I were giving massage to two people who's back were covered in saran wrap and I showed Greg this massage lotion I put on the back of the saran wrap on my hands side he might've done the same
Then I reversed the saran wrap so the lotion was on the skin of the person
2025.11.11T dream huge swimming pool party DJ EDM music like ecstatic dance Mill Valley Marin county California 2000s
2025.11.10M dream large forest we as advisors instructed some natives to cut their trees to prepare for a war for a neighboring tribe coming into attack did not make sense the stumps were still in the way later I learned this was the instruction
First part of the dream same forest was more something and trees were already down
Third part of dream but very different large cleft in snowbank with red stain was blood from an animal
First part could be a museum or a burning man event at night or some dance party or social gathering of tribe
Also a almost human size wood carve or totem
2025.11.08Sa dream I walked on top of road up a hill very spacious lots of fields tracts of lands I've left my shoes as I walked before the party or maybe an event tried to find my shoes but found somebody else's Nikes misty morning dew
KimBunny
2025.11.05W I dreamed I walked along road possibly Marin Tiburon or Belvedere up on a hill could be Sausalito had a very long ways to go and I observed three bikes sitting in the storm culvert drain going under the road with moss algae liking and Pond scum on them also some fabric like some old hippie had placed them there years ago bikes and neglect the first two seemed too nice and might be too recent but the third was a little mountain bike that was clearly abandoned and rusting yet had air in the tires so I adopted it for my long trek
Sidetracked I found myself in a tunnel going deep down a mineshaft perhaps or Antique dumb waiter finding a chest on bottom with antique rifles firearms or shotguns I don't know
Then somebody was trying to find me so I was hiding with the Antique firearms hoping not to be seen
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2025.11.03M
2025.11.02Su
2025.10.31F dream of HotSprings nature camping resort the lava bed or natural chamber below us was empty of water so I got to explore as I could walk on barnacles on the bottom to see the blow hole where the water escaped from
2025.10.31F like a monkey in my natural element with even just one hand or two I would climb down wooden lodge poles a side one hot tub to get closer to another HotSprings
2025.10.31F at River bed bottom or dry wash creek bed below one HotSprings I found a cat
2025.10.31F lovely young woman 20 or 30 had black eyeliner or henna tattoo most dramatic vaudeville or circus effect of black she seemed surprised when I passed by descending to the ocean below as if she missed me already so I hope to return
2025.10.28T I dreamed 100 year-old sci-fi dystopian NWO government takeover nightmare one moment I was looking at an old copper huge penny coin Antique
next moment a government IRS or authority came in take over starting by counting my money so I stacked up everything I had maybe 100 regular pennies in stacks of 10 high so I could show him my total ownings of one dollar
The government authorities that came in to raid our little Antique hundred year old town 100 years ago set up three armies so they had their long rifles and their ammo which consisted of lead rounds and canvas packed powder charges which they'd have to load separately into the rifles
We tried successfully to run and hide through tunnels we surprised them and captured them so overtook and we regain control of everything without killing a single person we held them captive so we could decide if we could talk to them and have them join our rebellion
Then we had to discuss whether to leave their three armories in the three places they were set up or move them into one central place which seems like a bad idea
Seemed better too re-create several small decentralized armories
2025.10.26SU I dreamed of burning man event rather long row a booths and maybe even a parking lot of asphalt so it was sort of supposed to be burning man in the desert but it was on the street maybe or parking lot
2025.10.25Sa I dreamed she thought she was trying to buy this beachfront property so I was helping her
We lay on the sandy beach there as she attempted some paperwork I gave her some pens are we enjoyed the oceanfront resort she was attempting to buy
I explored the house and found that of course Ray had left a hole in his wall of his room where we could climb down to the basement next floor
Lots of furniture and belongings remained and I found
Star kitty cat so I petted him hoping I would also find Angel
I double checked and sure enough there was a little gray spot on his headI
2025.10.22W
2025.10.16Th dream JTH house from upstairs to down was round curling staircase heard J's voice went Ray was downstairs 2 aluminum blocks on table hit one with the other created aluminum dust came out of solid compound state
2025.10.16Th dream looked at a guy lot of antique bow and arrow stuff and a bunch of other junk wanted to make him an offer on the lot and then realized I'd lost so much more of the same and better in 2022 in sudden move
2025.10.14T 5 dream
2025.10.14T 1 dreamed I was being tested or interviewed by a woman in a restaurant waiting or staging area not at a table
She hinted that the person who was direct with her earlier had a better chance
That was me
We both know it but I found myself shy
2025.10.14T 2 something about a cat beach
2025.10.14T 3 on beach exploring ways up or out
Trouble on beach
Trying to get off the beach without trouble
2025.10.14T dreamed of huge car crusher 16 feet long 4 feet wide each diameter so 8 feet wide gears of steel located in my house or a residence or a room so I was scared to walk by it then when near it wanted to make sure that if it was turning just slowly from idle that I could stop it before I died
In other words it was idle and so I tried to see that if I pushed on a little bit and it started to turn that I could also stop it
Yeah
Walking dead car crusher gears ripper chipper shredder mulcher
Also dreamed of a second chipper shredder in a second location plus JM was chasing me on a bike and I was trying to escape so I had to elbow him in the face with my right elbow as he crept up on me gaining speed
2025.10.10F dreamed I looked at my clock and it was 340 and I had a date at 4 PM with Mary
IRL it's 12:25 and I have a date with Mary from one to 4 PM this afternoon Friday
Therefore my very accurate and precisely well time to dream woke me up 35 minutes before my one to 4 PM date with Mary today
2025.10.01W Stanford dorms residence filled in huge valley three story decline into old Forest Grove with Phil rock and dirt then as I walked by a bunch of young women and students were terrorist landscaping tapping in pounding in setting 1 inch 2 inch rocks to set the path firm on trail right next to the edge of what used to be the cross or ridge of the hill adjacent to what used to be the drop off where you could fall down and I guess this is why they filled in the pit of three stories of earth
OK
So as I walk by all these students were tapping in or setting these 1 inch and 2 inch stones into firm impact earth
Next
One five story brick stock building contained lots of saying glass or antique windows and I wondered what was inside I walked around to see those doors were closed maybe each door was a private dorm but still I wondered and walked and wandered
Construction was such an violation of Cal OSHA
Any a slight earthquake would top all the hole five stories into a pile of bricks and death
Yet
Simple round stack circular 5 level building as if brick leaning tower of Pisa Italy quaint Stanford
2025.09.29M she walked me up several flights of her antique Renaissance Victorian Eduardian theater ascending staircase then she stopped and leaned her body casually against the railing for me to take her as she swooned in her white Elizabethan Taffeta
I love theater
As we returned to her Shakespearean stage while others were distracted with the grand production we rearranged rugs upholstery and fabrics to make a cozy nest of Royal Navy blues Forest greens and deep regal maroons
Dream journals help recall
2025.09.27Sa 15:00 bag of cookies like vanilla or lemon Oreos in a puffy small sandwich size bag yet I could tell by feeling the green and white bag on the outside it could take a single carousel tray of perhaps 10 cookies on the inside
2025.09.25Th smell of something on my face maybe a smell of nasal drip or phlegm or something of ill health
2025.09.22M Cat dream I heard a cat crying so I looked around a lot took a while to find it finally zeroed in on a rock piling crop of rocks and found this cat stuck between rocks pinched with a rock on top of it not injured but stuck
Small fluffy grey cat similar to Tinker Bell on Webster between Forest and Hamilton I carried the cat to the house across the street to see if it was there I think it was there it occurred to me since the cat was an indoor outdoor cat and it might like to have two homes mine and it's
2025.09.21Su SF CESAR CHAVEZ E of 101 I was trying to get by but I could not because this black woman's junk was all over the sidewalk so I tried to walk through and she screamed at me don't touch my stuff I tried still to walk west but I couldn't because she sent some goons after me so I had to run then I ran north and try to get away from her thugs then I hoped I could get far enough away that they couldn't see me to jump over the railing sidewalk ledge to a lower level beneath the freeway on the gravel spit then I tried to run under the roadway but a guy who I thought was not with her turned out was sucker punched me in the stomach then six then eight guys were all around me so I beg them wait before you kill me I can get you anything you want
If you want food or furniture or clothing or anything let me know and I can bring it then if you don't want it you can kill me
To my right three of the more white scrawny guys were prepping their fist salivating for the kill and they almost walked away
2025.09.21Su rave party dance event function was over so I was trying to gather up my plant trees cards and my art supplies on the floor and table pedestal where I had set up inside this function and separate my stuff from another woman artist stuff and she was so proud to walk up to me and show me that she'd read down the banner head on her promotion card in velvet black lettering
I was looking for my rubber bands to gather up my cards and keep all my stuff in one place because other people were packing up their art display pedestals and other stuff around me
2025.09.18Th Hugh walked up stuck his thumb out and up at me I stuck my thumb up and out with him and we touched thumbs as if we were pressing our thumbprint against each other so now we're cool. Dream journals help recall
Hugh is the guy with the dog that bites he caught me taking photos of him so he chased me around the Parklet under construction at OKLAVA and he said why are you following me and are taking pictures of me and I said your dog bites people
2025.09.17W
2025.09.16T Ray was mixing paint in my art supplies while @ J's house on continental then throwing the paste glue colored dye solutions at people down below on the trail or forest path I was concerned
2025.09.15M
2025.09.13Sa discovered I did after all in fact have two cork screws in my drawer kitchen one was steel pocket knife assembly like Swiss Army knife with 10 or 12 attachments including a corkscrew
Second was the same as the first but with double plastic sides on the casing
2025.09.13Sa burning man regional maybe decompression San Francisco party they were lots of tall camps built up I guess on asphalt or tarmac or something and they were getting ready to go people are assembling their theme camps for the participants to enjoy upcoming
2025.09.10 Organic Dairy small fam farm dream
As I walked up on the farm fest stand kiosk table display I saw they were giving away half gallons of numerous artisanal flavors tubs of ice cream and this checked out because I saw someone else walking around with same then I wondered what kind of flavors they had I asked about a chocolate chip cookie dough flavor with brown sugar topping in between the batches of these multiflavored tubs they also had other product surfing confections and a wild cornucopia bounty of display at that farm stand
I sought a backpacking backpack or carry case to transport such loot I might acquire
Second dreams segment I had an invite from a black guy with a crazy difficult to understand name on his business card to tour the farm and he drove me to a place 20 miles west of Sacramento to see the operation but then at the same time on my next visit to the farm they had a location on map with address Redwood City of location west of Redwood City across 280 in some forest Meadows fields or pastures of Woodside
So I was asking him about the map and trying to understand how they held the Redwood city address holding land in Woodside etc. and something about this black cowboy ranch hand was connected to some cuties on the farm potential love interests to me
2025.09.09TM she lay back naked at the party with her Yoni and clit exposed engorged then her tummy grew into a guys head so I guess she was supposed to be a trans something not sure
2025.09.09TL dozens or scores of hot tubs roof party first I was at the party indoors upstairs somewhere and the only thing I was late and people were just getting dressed wait problem is they just drained all the hot tubs and I could see the water going down the drain and several of them so I kept looking to see if anybody was still there but nope there were no more water in any of the hot tubs with the naked people on the top some guy some women sometimes it was lesbian couples are gay couples and sometimes it was women maybe with a guy I wandered around looking sad that I came too late to the party
Dream journals are fun easy and help recall
2025.09.08M went again on that burning man's spelunking tour thing where you have to go upside down with your head into that shaft to get through the old building and you hang upside down at the bottom of a channel of MIRRORED walls in a tight squeeze at the bottom of an abandoned mineshaft where the last pinch is your head sticking through a SLUICEBOX from 1849 on the California Nevada border uptop Sierra Nevada mountain range
And you have to bring a reconditioned deep cycle marine lead acid car battery 500 CCA but instead of that battery costing 60 bucks it now cost 400 bucks because you have to have the right 12 V DC terminal adapter and inflation
And it's not just that inflation but the actual 24 little gold in copper pins that transmogrify and migrate the DC current have to have the right conductivity in the alkali playa dust salinity of Black rock Mountain
So I'm sitting there with crew wondering why more people didn't show up lamenting inflation
I'm checking out the old ruins of this CASTLE that span 1849 California Gold Rush to great Gatsby era 1920s boom town
At first worrying the security of such a place will be poor as I look out one door of John laws castle on the border but then I realize actually that's pretty good security because with 3 layers or plywood up against this dusty cobweb ancient whistling wind abandoned glass replaced with plexiglass door mount window frame out to rocks and desolate wilderness
Any mofo that tried to break in here would take hours of sledgehammer crowbar and hammering to get in and that would be alarm enough to wake someone up
Thought it sad that Marian and a lot of the originals weren't here but
Inflation
IRL INFLATION IS $10 HOTDOG CART DOGS SOURCED FROM PRICE CLUB REGARDLESS OF WHETHER YOU'RE AFTER LAST CALL AT THE PATIO PALO ALTO OR NEW YORK OR MASSACHUSETTS BOSTON TEXAS SAN ANTONIO oops caps lock sorry not sorry
IRL hotdog cart guy is smart and you can tell how many people are inside by how many dogs are on the grill each dog on grill represents 10 to 15 people inside so 12 dogs on grill equals at least 120 to 160 people inside THE PATIO
Three 200 people nights in the last 2 or 3 weeks
IRL top shelf A+ Trans Women univ Ave PA
IRL top shelf A Trans Women Castro St MV fest
As I have seen 20 in PA CA this and last month and season
And
A bevy of beautiful trans babes Saturday Sunday, September 6 seven MV CA
It occurs to me
Things have changed trends are score scores of thousands of young adolescent males are not only predisposed genetically with feminine and or androgynous facial bone structure features voice and demeanor proclivity towards feminine or androgyny but also social incentives are to go trans
Atrazine in water turns frogs gay according to AJ in Austin Texas but I guess he's just some guy with a microphone for a quarter century
IRL this is very similar to a dream a season or two or three ago running from bad guys through abandoned and municipally locked up old infrastructure buildings approximately at university Avenue train station underpass tunnel and Whole Foods Homer Avenue pedestrian bicycle tunnel infrastructure
IRL Castro Street Fair MV IS HUGE
Dream journal improves recall
2025.09.06F
2025.09.05L outdoor market holistic health expo bizarre I was intrigued by vials or vertical tubes full of V C L for ED and asked two of the booth reps regarding dosages timing throughout the day and even max dosage or threshold and or tolerance versus resistance or
IRL I generally have no problem with ED as long as I have coconut oil or a lovely woman or a relaxed atmosphere. Although I did use V previously because she liked it rock hard all night long. I was damaged by Prozac 1992 through 1995
2025.09.05E naked snuggle cuddle with Ashana SF therapist who healed me she sat naked I sat naked facing each other with a hug anticipation
2025.09.04Th
2025.09.02T on my iPhone I'm trying to like or repost a substack email to app
When I realized I was in airplane mode
Then I woke up
Two years ago I read our devices cell phones tablets were never in our dreams and I believed it in 2023.
2025 August I often dream of my iPhone
What changed?
2022 April through October I did dream of swiping up through social media videos on my iPhone while I was being tortured for six months by JTH
2025.09.02T JTHakaJVH Affidavit depositions I gave at police HQ the officers PI or detective seem to care less about me or take me not seriously. Then as I was to leave their office I observe 15 or 20 other shells actors or confederates giving false testimony against me to impeach me which I assumed was simply a department test to see how I will hold up in testimony in court against liable slander or false accusations:
The false deposition in the room next to me which I could hear through the thin wall of the cubicle which I leaned up against was holding a wooden handle hammer in his hand and claiming that I held the hammer and a threatening manner at a garage sale.
Therefore I scan my memory quickly to think if I might've done such a thing in the last five decades at a garage sale. Yet I drew a blank in my head. But this was as I was starting peace together that these guys can't be serious that this must simply be a test of my character. And a
Although at the same time I was wondering if these shells were sent in by JTH AKH JVH legal team to impeach my credibility
In other words I simply could not know in the moment if this was friendly fire from this PD or if these were actual page shells from JTH
Then
At the same time as I was leaving which was actually at JVH house on
1015 Continental Menlo Park 1980s I turned to one of the PI detectives or police officers or court officials and bagged they investigated JTHakaJVH 3 fraudulent CDL California drivers licenses
Julian Victor Hernandez CDL DOB 1945 San Diego California
James Thomas Hanford CDL DOB August 20 1945 best guess same birthday as JVH
James Thomas Hanford DOB 1940 where in he claimed he was five years older than truth to double dip fraudulently into SSDI and SSI as he had told me last decade
Also I asked these PI or detective or investigators to search JVH victim 1970s
1015 Continental Menlo Park 1970s
Stefan Marancini Menlo Park just before this last dream sequence and while one woman did write down his name as I tried attempted to spell it correctly I felt other male PI or investigators were not taking me seriously and did not care about another victim who pressed legal charges and brought action against
JVH Julian Victor Hernandez
1015 Continental Menlo Park 1970s 1980s Pedo
2025.08.31Su Anna was down the alley behind pizza in my heart at the wine bar behind bars wearing her colorful hat advertising her venom
IRL AnnaRedFlagGoldDigger BlackWidow PprayingMantis DUI JewishMotherPressure
2025.08.28Th
2025.08.27W snake silver small escaped in MP house towards rays room so I had to find it as Ray now had a small kitten brown black fluff ball that I found the snake and oops ripped it into pieces as I had hooked a loop of snake around two of my fingers and tried to pull it out from under something and it came apart although it also bit me and it was poisonous so I tapped on my hand and why?
2025.08.26T 3 B3 so I climb up on the roof via a gutter pipe then as I move on roof I'm throwing plants and pots clay and glass and junk from the roof down onto the guys who are chasing me but that just makes more noise and more bad guys come just like in The Walking Dead series but I move from rooftop to rooftop trying to go higher and higher and I worry that the clay pots glass and junk I'm throwing off the belongs to a nice artist woman and I move from rooftop to rooftop
2025.08.26T 3 B2 now I'm on foot and I'm trying to get out of this San Francisco Pl. near Mission and 16th I'm trying to walk north trying to get back to Mission but I keep getting mugged and attacked by other black eyes with knives survival knives and machetes as I try to get back to Mission Street I cannot get back to Mission Street every time I take a different alley it's either a dead end cul-de-sac or I get attacked by these guys with knives so I climb onto the roof roofs of buildings to escape
2025.08.26T 3 B2 there's another black guy on a purple two seater Dr. Seuss tall bike which looks shiny and new riding around and I realize that most of the guys here on bikes are criminals who stole them from somebody but cops don't seem to care and nobody can stop them. Thieves run the streets
2025.08.26T 3 B two black guys steal a young man's bicycle by knocking him off the bike and I try to help him find his bike or them the two black guys but they're gone and be now they stole my red specialized mountain bike with a broken seat and a bunch of art supplies in my basket
2025.08.26T 3 A 2 two black bicycle thieves work by first guy bumps the victim guy off the bike then the second black guy says hey that's my bike and steals the bike then before anybody knows what's happening they're gone
2025.08.26T 3 A brown paper lunch bag has apps while I speak to somebody about Russia China and a third country maybe North Korea and I don't speak any of those languages but maybe it was something about those countries talking to each other. Best guess my brown paper lunch bag has dumpster food and the ants are getting in my way
2025.08.21Th I was getting a room or having trying to have a room in JVH Menlo Park house
Seems I have maybe my stuff get it all over the floor of what looks like the upper middle back room then I'm peeking through the doorways at the other new people moving in to see what stuff they brought in and it looks like both guys on the upper north back and front have put in tons of music stuff for each of their recording studios
I'm really upset and I want to complain and protest but I'm thinking I can't even sue because this house has now been bought by somebody else so they have no ass association with JVH or JTH
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2025.08.20W Tom mom and I drive in car to with my stuff scattered all over the floor somehow looks like lots of people are all moving in upstairs I've got some kind of middle bedroom in the back and then I'm just peeking in the doorway to see other people's rooms on the back right or Northwest front right or Northeast both guys have loaded in tons of music equipment for each having a recording studio apartment off Woodside Rd., Redwood City we see a group of women walking towards it but we circle around then approaching closer to apartment we see the women again and start wondering if we could've driven in a quicker route
When we get inside the apartment the two cats are starving my cats so I go to get food Ray had left three cans of food in the fridge each can was pretty much full with a lid put back on and maybe food was put on plate but not eaten then put back into can? So I give that top can to the cats on two plates they're starving they haven't eaten for five days
My cats are not white so much as tiger colored or brown one cat had a tumor lump or just a pocket of flab on the right hip seen from rear as if the cat had lost a lot of weight
2025.08.19T Fold Cotton Wool Blankets Insulate Mountain civilization or resort retreat Himalayas wilderness city from cold I was a guest or visitor in this remote antiquity location learning how to fold blankets to layer against corner of wall to preserve heat in room. Woman leader and all members were folding these wool or cotton blankets and I was trying to help the best I could
Yet part of this culture civilization was a demonic sadistic torture flush tearing corporal punishment where a wrought iron steel cattle prod looking claw device would be ripped through the flesh of somebody who broke a rule
2025.08.1X lost date
I. Tried to visit JTH new house in Walnut Creek? And once there it was vacant and seemed to be empty I tried to explain to Dan bye drawing an image with my hands where the front door would be and where my master bedroom would be and how JTH tortured me by heating up to 100°
2025.08.16F SEX PARTY SF seems I had an invitation to come up behind somebody whom I thought was a woman at first but then it seemed was not
2025.08.15F military is destroying a bunch of old unused or expired or overstock green metal canister cartridges rectangle steel boxes of fogger and dehumidifier and other words they're gonna blow us all up at the same time and want us to make mist and want us to get rid of moisture it's iconic or symbolic way of military waste because why did they make these two things and now I can destroy them together
OK so here I am in San Francisco in the Hills in this military site which is a big pit in the ground up in the mountains where they're gonna destroy this surplus
And now I'm running away for some reason trying to get away from I don't know an authority I guess maybe the military weird
So now I'm running downhill through houses in Victorian's I guess blocks of Victorian houses Cisco Hills the usual
I find a long sheet of window shade I guess it's maroon or red on one side and black and the other and it's kind of a paper film you put over your window to block out the sunlight or get privacy and well obviously a 1' x 5' window is not a Victorian but rather the same shape as a common door mirror you would buy in a store
OK so here I go downhill and
I think what's important here now is that I'm writing this stream a day late it's Saturday morning in the sky is getting light in Palo Alto California
KEY TAKEAWAY IS I WAS ABLE TO LAY IN BED AFTER WAKING SOFTLY YESTERDAY FRIDAY MORNING AND WISH TO RECALL MY DREAMS, THEN I DID RECALL THIS KEY VISUAL OF THE GREEN MILITARY BOXES OF FOGGER AND DEHUMIDIFIER IN THE PIT THEN AS I DID YESTERDAY MORNING 24 HOURS AGO I WAS ABLE TO NOW EVEN A DAY LATE RECONSTRUCT THOSE SAME VISUALS AND FRAMES OF THE DREAM THAT I AM WRITING HERE NOW
THIS THEN IS THE ESSENCE AND IMPORTANCE OF KEEPING A DREAM JOURNAL IN AS MUCH AS
This excellent practice yesterday allowed me to transfer the dream from my unconscious into my conscious memory and it sat there for a whole day as I went about tons of activities through the day and night
Dancing with Anna in the town square of Palo Alto for hours on end in front of everybody cutting a rug showing newborn to octogenarian Palo Alto's how it's done
This was a very rare day as I haven't seen dancing like this since Memorial Day weekend with a gorilla DJ set up before June 12 and Anna and I danced for hours today from sunlight through dark starting alone and mostly often alone yet joined at different times in different hours by numerous other people adults and kids families etc. as we really kicked off the town Square
Anna and I appear to be Palo Alto
I've told numerous people in recent weeks that Anna and I dated in 2010 2011 and 2014
Young kids tonight probably in high school asked me if I was going to tap that
To which I responded
We're friends
In this way I am teaching the youngsters how to be a gentleman
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